haunt me, find me alone, shaking in the sun.
seeing you there in my door way, smiling
and never seeing you walk in that door again.
Six years, six lifetimes, six degrees of hell.
Wondering in the everyday lie and crap
are even worth it anymore-nothing is the same.
No one can ever give like you did, love like you did,
smile like you did. Leaves blow by, taking my soul,
to some unknown place. Are you there?
So tired of people making excuses for God,
He wasn’t here like He said He would be.
No excuse matters,it doesn’t change a thing.
Memories so painful, i can’t even think of it
without another piece of me dying-