Morning may come with clouds of deep gray.
Or might dawn with azure skies and fluffy clouds.
Dusk may find a sky awash with indescribable colors.
Or perhaps with sky is filled with the softness of gentle snow.
I rarely notice anymore, it doesn’t matter.
My heart, my soul is dead within me.
Without you it is just another time to endure,
Another tear to dry and try to push on.
For so many years, I have endured this hell,
That it is expected, I brace for it, harden my heart.
There isn’t even a word for one who has lost a child.
You aren’t a widow, orphan, divorcee.
No word can describe the emptiness, the pain.
You are simply, forever, alone.
boomiebol said,
October 26, 2012 @ 1:57 am
Sending love to you Beebee…I really hurt for your unimaginable pain…I have no adequate words but you are in my thoughts and prayers…
beebeesworld said,
October 26, 2012 @ 2:03 am
thanks!
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Eva said,
October 26, 2012 @ 2:05 am
So sorry for the pain you have to endure
beebeesworld said,
October 26, 2012 @ 2:08 am
thanks 4 caring
stuff I said said,
October 26, 2012 @ 2:28 am
As a mother I can imagine that kind of pain. My heart goes out to you.
Sandra Bennett said,
October 26, 2012 @ 2:37 am
I know….. yet I cannot know your pain……Love you, beebee…
beebeesworld said,
October 28, 2012 @ 3:12 am
love u san
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SwittersB said,
October 26, 2012 @ 2:48 am
A warm hug from afar. Bless you.
beebeesworld said,
October 28, 2012 @ 3:11 am
thanks! beebee
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bigsmileu1 said,
October 26, 2012 @ 4:13 am
Haunting and beautiful all at the same time. Blessings to you, Beebee. 🙂
beebeesworld said,
October 28, 2012 @ 3:07 am
thank you for your kindness
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abichica said,
October 26, 2012 @ 1:14 pm
Beautiful poetry.. 🙂
Lucid Gypsy said,
October 26, 2012 @ 4:41 pm
Such pain never leaves,take care.
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