I listen to a cold wind blowing-
ice crystals like music,
ring against my windows.
The quiet disturbs me,
even as I read a well loved book,
sip hot tea, remember…
Winter-with its chill enveloping me,
with the whistling of the wind,
seems so much colder without you.
I remember days, when we cuddled
the warmth of our bodies dispelled the cold.
The wind and ice was almost comforting.
It made me realize that I was warm,
in spite of the cold, the blowing wind,
ice crystals decorating the trees outside.
I wonder where those days have gone?
You are in one room, me in another.
We barely speak. This is not love.
We look around and see nothing better,
nothing more enticing than simply home,
a familiar place, warm under electric blankets.
Over thirty years and what are we?
A couple-maybe from the eyes of others.
We are just two people in one house.
I cannot even imagine it being any better,
for us to cuddle, to whisper sweet words.
So this is how it ends? Together, alone.
Could I love again? Could you?
Would we even want to take the chance?
Or would we rather just lay safely?
Knowing how love hurts, how loss hurts
and not being willing to a the risk?
Dreaming of “what if?” but never finding out.
listen to a cold wind blowing-
ice crystals like music,
Winter Alone
I listen to a cold wind blowing-
ice crystals like music,
ring against my windows.
The quiet disturbs me,
even as I read a well loved book,
sip hot tea, remember…
Winter-with its chill enveloping me,
with the whistling of the wind,
seems so much colder without you.
I remember days, when we cuddled
the warmth of our bodies dispelled the cold.
The wind and ice was almost comforting.
It made me realize that I was warm,
in spite of the cold, the blowing wind,
ice crystals decorating the trees outside.
I wonder where those days have gone?
You are in one room, me in another.
We barely speak. This is not love.
We look around and see nothing better,
nothing more enticing than simply home,
a familiar place, warm under electric blankets.
Over thirty years and what are we?
A couple-maybe from the eyes of others.
We are just two people in one house.
I cannot even imagine it being any better,
for us to cuddle, to whisper sweet words.
So this is how it ends? Together, alone.
Could I love again? Could you?
Would we even want to take the chance?
Or would we rather just lay safely?
Knowing how love hurts, how loss hurts
and not being willing to a the risk?
Dreaming of “what if?” but never finding out.
ring against my windows.
Warmth from the roaring flames
growing lower, the crackling quieter now.
just embers, flashing from the fireplace.
The quiet comforts me,
Winter Alone
I listen to a cold wind blowing-
ice crystals like music,
ring against my windows.
The quiet disturbs me,
even as I read a well loved book,
sip hot tea, remember…
Winter-with its chill enveloping me,
with the whistling of the wind,
seems so much colder without you.
I remember days, when we cuddled
the warmth of our bodies dispelled the cold.
The wind and ice was almost comforting.
It made me realize that I was warm,
in spite of the cold, the blowing wind,
ice crystals decorating the trees outside.
I wonder where those days have gone?
You are in one room, me in another.
We barely speak. This is not love.
We look around and see nothing better,
nothing more enticing than simply home,
a familiar place, warm under electric blankets.
Over thirty years and what are we?
A couple-maybe from the eyes of others.
We are just two people in one house.
I cannot even imagine it being any better,
for us to cuddle, to whisper sweet words.
So this is how it ends? Together, alone.
Could I love again? Could you?
Would we even want to take the chance?
Or would we rather just lay safely?
Knowing how love hurts, how loss hurts
and not being willing to a the risk?
Dreaming of “what if?” but never finding out.
Love is an ember now, but Ice is still cold.
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